A fair, A frenchman and a fuller lip...

what a weekend... actually what a week... after having a really god-awful time for the last month or so, I have finally had a great week... not just a good week... but a great week... actually, a great almost two weeks! life is looking up once more

It was crazy, last monday I said to my mum, that its really felt like I was almost out of the tunnel, out of the dark and heading into some good times... My heart was already feeling less heavy, and my only mission was to go out into the world and make friends... easier said than done... but my current mission is me, and a basketball team... maybe... i got the number, now i gotta make the call... And on saturday I went on a date... a blind date... yes me... blind dating??? but he was a college boy, and a potential friend ... plus, what did i have to lose?

So that morning im like 'god ive had such a crap time for what feels like a really long time... I want today to be fun... not just ok, but amazingly, phenomenally fun...' I went into it with little expectations, but oh my gosh, it was so fun! there was like minimal awkward silences... actually, possibly no awkward silences... we went to the fair... like the royal show (not as much fun... no worm (my new favourite 'ride', no laughing clowns, no coin games... but the funnel cake... oh the funnel cake...and we went to dinner... then we went out with some of my friends and some of his friends... whenevr any friend groups mix theres almost always major awkwardness... but this time... none... So cheers to great company and a great... amazing, phenomenally fun day!

The next day went to bagels, then church... at my old church... The more i visit there the more i feel out of place... however the service was exactly what I needed... I wont go into details, because once i start i wont shut up... and this is already a long post... lets just say, I was so encouraged and just like so happy to be out and have most of the crap behind me... with lessons learnt, and heart healing...

Then I went shopping with a french guy... shoe shopping... this guy could outshop me... no challenge... I was spoiled though, shoes, makeup, dinner in the city, a movie... many jokes, james and crusty style (which i miss so much) It all sounds very date-ish... i assure you it was not... just a great day out... ps miami vice.... LONG...

and the fuller lip, was the Plump your pucker lipstick that makes your lips bigger... drink up for R'no for kindly playing part in maximising my lip volume... hehe so many good jokes in that line... i just marvel at how funny i can be
anyone who has no clue what im talking about... sorry, feel free to ask questions... I wont promise any answers though... just kidding... but not really

ok alright, ill sign off... but much love to you all, will post some pictures... when i could be bothered!